There's so much I want to say to you, but I'm not sure where I should begin.
Should I start by telling you that I love you? Or that the days and hours I've spent with you have been the happiest in my life? Or that in the short time I've known you, I've come to believe that we could be together? I could say all those things and all would be true, but as I reread them, all I can think is that I wish I were with you now, holding your hand and watching for your gorgeous smile.
In the future, I know I'll accept our time together a thousand times. I'll hear your laughter and see your face and feel your arms around me (since childhood). I miss all of that, more than you can imagine. You're a very special person, Love, and I treasure that about you. In all the time we spent our time chatting and talking, you rarely talked about - Work - with me, and I can't tell you how much that meant to me. It made what we had seem even more special, and that's how I always want to remember my time with you.
I'll think about you every day. Part of me is scared that there will come a time when you don't feel the same way, that you'll somehow forget about what we shared, so this is what I want to do. Wherever you are and no matter what's going on in your life, when you see the sky with a full moon, I want you to find it in the nighttime sky. I want you to think about me and the time we shared, because wherever I am and no matter what's going on in my life, that's exactly what I'll be doing. If we can't be together, at least we can share that, and maybe between the two of us, we can make this last forever.
I love you, Love. And I'm going to hold you to your words that we will be together. If you dont keep your words, then you'll break my heart.I hate my life but I always love you ………………………….
I love you ,
Jeanjacketlay !